I’m so tired it physically hurts.

Pretending to be neutral is a joke.

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  • Trackname:

    Someone New
  • Artist:

    Banks
  • Album:

    Goddess

A shout into the void

I feel as if there’s a weight that’s pressing down on me right now. I haven’t felt this tired and lonely in awhile. I thought coming back to school would feel good, but I feel lonelier than I did when I actually was alone. The only three people I have to talk to about this are people I’m growing further and further apart from. It’s unnerving to see people growing up, while also growing apart at the same time. It’s the worst feeling comparing how close people once were to the relatively stranger like situation that can ultimately result. I hate letting the past destroy my present. 

My mind is never quiet anymore; it keeps reeling and working through various scenarios on a constant loop. I just want everything to get better. Moving forward, or should I say “attempting to,” is a lot more difficult than I had thought it would be. I hate feeling weak and helpless when I all want is to be the possible version of myself. I thought I had changed for the better, but maybe it was for the worst. Or maybe I’m exactly who I’ve always been.

I have never hated EDM so much.

502,431 plays
  • Trackname:

    The Girl (Acoustic)
  • Artist:

    City and Colour
  • Album:

    The Girl (Acoustic) - Single
16,968 plays
  • Trackname:

    Take Me To Church
  • Artist:

    Hozier
  • Album:

    Take Me To Church EP
343 plays
  • Trackname:

    If You Ever Want To Be In Love
  • Artist:

    James Bay
  • Album:

    Let It Go
117 plays
  • Trackname:

    Reflections
  • Artist:

    MisterWives
  • Album:

    Reflections

My exact words 20 minutes before were, “I’ve never been in a car accident, knock on wood.” Unfortunate that I didn’t have any wood to knock on. It would appear that I’m not nearly as invincible as I had previously thought.

"to all those lost souls who have forgotten to believe in the immensity of love…"

Love is not, nor will it ever be, overrated.